School Science Projects

I have a math/science teacher and he’s 27 and everyone says he’s nerdy and gay(cuz he has a gay “buddy”) what should i do??

Theres this guy, ive known him for 2 years, well since last year of school . I didnt care much for him to begin with. Thats until the end of last year. This year he was in my class it started out as just a mild crush, mostly to get over the guy ive loved since kindergarten…
Anywhoo. …. so then i spent more time with him and i started to hang out with him a lot of the time. Then we like flirted back and forth kinda a lot. then i knew i was hooked and debated on asking him out. Finally i did write a note to him and a friend gave it to him,. he kinda ignored me after that and finally said no. i was hurt, but got over it. And i thought i was over him. WRONG! he started to talk to me again, and we became the dreaded FRIENDS!!! then we spent time together and became science buddies. YAY! one day my other science partner wasnt there so it was just the two of us and we were flirting again, well he was , i was just trying not to crack. Then the teacher blurts out “Wow i better keep an eye
God, computer cut me off again, so the teacher was like “Wow, i better keep my eye on you two!” and “Oh, i know whats going on with you two!”
Totallyy embarrassing right? Wow and im so expecting this guy to say, Ewww, or no fricking wayy., but he didnt he was a super gentlemen, and didnt say anything. i figured hed stop flirting with me, but when another
sorrry, computer cut me off again. anyhoo. until this stupid kid in the class says “Hey “dude” (he said his name but you cant have it haha) Mr. (teacher also which name you cannot have) thought you guys were going out” oh my frickin god. what is he think ing . and then “he” says i know and smiled. eeeeeeeeeh. what am i supposed to think???
ugh. so now im totally hooked! Im in love with him. i know it because ive never felt this way before for any other human being. and i cry alot when i think about him, i dont even frickin know whyyy? Hes gone for a week and its really tough to get by without him because things are really hard at home and when i come to school. hes the only thing that makes my day better and his smile makes me happier than i think i am ever supposed to bee. ive cried about not seeing him every day, and i know its crazeee. right??? like im 14 and i know adults dont think you can be in love at that age but you can cuz i am, and i know it. Is it weird that i am so emot
emotionally attached to this one person. ? like my god i really wanna get over him because i know im not going to see him much next year and i really wanna be with him but i cant get over him and i feel like i wanna be with him forever! ugh its so stressful. has anyone ever felt like this before and what can do. I really wanna ask him out again, cuz i think he might like me but i dont want to get hurt again and i dont want him to get freaked out by me asking him out. But what if he likes me and he does want to go out with me but hes too shy to ask and oh my freaking god im crazeeeee about him and i wanna be with him. i wish there was no hard part about this. What should i do, cuz im in a living helll right now. please tell me, anything, i can take critisism.
Thank you…

So, I like this boy in my science class. We were in a group for a big project together. Our group took 2nd in the contest. So anyway, at my friend’s Bat Mitzvah, she did a snowball dance. I had to dance with someone, and the guy i like said jokingly to the guy i was dancing with, “You should sing to her. Kenzie & I are science buddies.” (Kenzie is his nickname for me.) Then he high-fived me and laughed. Then this week everytime I look over at him, he’s looking over in my direction. Then in the hallways, he doesn’t even look at me at all. He’s really confusing me right now. (I don’t talk all that much, I’m really really shy.) Sorry it’s so long…